Damn i need to keep an eye on the time between posts.
Now to buisness as mention in my last post i mentioned that i was given a chance at revenge on an old friend who had turned on me when i accepted myself as a sissy, this oppertunity was given to me by his ex-girlfriend (he did not know they were broken up) he had always gone after any female he could and he was succesfull at times and his girlfriend saw him cheating but dint confront him as she had wanted to help me get some revenge.
after some planning it was arranged that my newself would be at a bar he goes to to see if he would hit on me if he did then i would give in and let him take me to his for some fun.
my revenge would be to make him go against his words being that he would never be tricked by a sissy fag and that he would never shag one. the plan was to get him to have his girlfriend catch us then let him know he'd been caught with a sissy and tell all his friends.
a couple of nights later i went to said bar and saw him in a far corner scanning all the women in there i got myself a drink and went and sat at a table , after about 10 minutes he came and started chatting me up.
now i will admit that he was definatly a charmer and had i not already planned to ruin his life then i probably would of bedded him anyway.
after a few mintues i suggested leaving for some fun he readily agread and drove me to his house were we got down to some really rather enjoyable fun after about 20 mins of screwing his grilfriend walks in on us and lets him know that it was all planned and that he was not only fucking a sissy but the one that he had turned his back on.
all in all i got revenge she got rid of a jerk and i gained a shopping buddy in her.
Monday 22 June 2009
Monday 20 April 2009
More time with Tom
A couple of weeks after the club shut down i got in touch with Tom we had stayed in contact but hadn't seen each other since our first time together.
I had continued to suck cock left right and centre but i hadn't had any slide in my pussyass in ages and i longed for the feeling this i told to tom and he offered to come round i told him to come the next day as i had plans for that night.
The next day at work was difficult as all i could think about was the wonderful night i was going to have i was fantasizing about it so much i nearly creamed in my panties twice.
that evening after work i spent a good 2 and a half hours getting myself cleaned and sexy for him i wanted to make sure that within less than 5 minutes i had his cock in me somewhere.
This i did achieve by answering the door in only a see through black bra and thong with some black heels his erection was instantaneous knowing what i wanted i dropped to my knees and sucked him right there in the open door way allowing all my neighbours to see it happen eventually i got up and dragged him out of the doorway and up to my bed here i let him do whatever he wanted as long as i got a good fucking i dint care after a few minutes i was beginning to give him instructions when he told me to " shut up you stupid slag" and before i could even give a reply he had attached a ball gag to me so although i could attempt to talk it was a muffled noise after a few minutes of me trying to talk and him still fucking me i just gave up and enjoyed the fucking he gave me.
Now that i had boobs Tom decided that they needed a rough squeezing whilst i got fucked again seeing as i was gagged i couldn't say anything to him to let him know that i wasn't enjoying the grip he had on my tits so i just went along for the ride after about half an hour i felt his seed empty into me he didn't even bother to tell me he was going to cum.
After he has shot into me he unfastened the ball gag said "see you soon slut" and left.
He had used me like some drunken tart and hadn't cared about my feelings leaving me to fell abused and ashamed of myself.
I later found out that tom is like that at times when i was talking with Kelly about it so that boosted my spirits a little to find that it wasn't me that caused him to be like that.
Another thing that boosted my spirits was when i received a call from a girlfriend of one of my ex friend who had attacked me when i informed them of my choice of life style and how she had if i wanted it a perfect opportunity at revenge but more on that later
I had continued to suck cock left right and centre but i hadn't had any slide in my pussyass in ages and i longed for the feeling this i told to tom and he offered to come round i told him to come the next day as i had plans for that night.
The next day at work was difficult as all i could think about was the wonderful night i was going to have i was fantasizing about it so much i nearly creamed in my panties twice.
that evening after work i spent a good 2 and a half hours getting myself cleaned and sexy for him i wanted to make sure that within less than 5 minutes i had his cock in me somewhere.
This i did achieve by answering the door in only a see through black bra and thong with some black heels his erection was instantaneous knowing what i wanted i dropped to my knees and sucked him right there in the open door way allowing all my neighbours to see it happen eventually i got up and dragged him out of the doorway and up to my bed here i let him do whatever he wanted as long as i got a good fucking i dint care after a few minutes i was beginning to give him instructions when he told me to " shut up you stupid slag" and before i could even give a reply he had attached a ball gag to me so although i could attempt to talk it was a muffled noise after a few minutes of me trying to talk and him still fucking me i just gave up and enjoyed the fucking he gave me.
Now that i had boobs Tom decided that they needed a rough squeezing whilst i got fucked again seeing as i was gagged i couldn't say anything to him to let him know that i wasn't enjoying the grip he had on my tits so i just went along for the ride after about half an hour i felt his seed empty into me he didn't even bother to tell me he was going to cum.
After he has shot into me he unfastened the ball gag said "see you soon slut" and left.
He had used me like some drunken tart and hadn't cared about my feelings leaving me to fell abused and ashamed of myself.
I later found out that tom is like that at times when i was talking with Kelly about it so that boosted my spirits a little to find that it wasn't me that caused him to be like that.
Another thing that boosted my spirits was when i received a call from a girlfriend of one of my ex friend who had attacked me when i informed them of my choice of life style and how she had if i wanted it a perfect opportunity at revenge but more on that later
Friday 17 April 2009
Strip Club and Boob Job
Not long after i had recieved my hard fucking i realised that i needed to feel it again.
I figured if i wanted this to happen that i had better have a figure that men would find appealing and i decided to ge this i had better have a set of Boobs and that they would have to be implants as the hormones i had been taking to get some had done some good but i was impatient and wanted boobs sooner rather than later.
Now the job that i was doing at the time did pay well but not brilliantly as after basic living expences and bills there was never going to be enough to get me a boob job so i was going to need to get a second job.
After an unsuccessful series of interviews i had found in the paper i was walking down a street and noticed that a strip club were advertising for waitresses, i found some courage and went in and asked to speak with the manager (who also turned out to be the owner) i was lead to the back office where i was met by a black haired woman in her early 30's.
I explained to her thaat i was there about the advertised waitresses job this lead to a confused look from her and her asking why a man would want to work in a strip club as a waitress i explained to her that i was a sissy who was looking to make some extra cash so as to get breast implants.
After a minute or two of decideing she finally told me that i had a job she then took me on a tour of the building and explained how everything happened then she introduced me to all the strippers in there and told them about how i was doing this to develpo my self as a sissy and that it was for implants they seemed ok with it as lng as i dint try anything with them i prommised that i wouldn't the manger jane told me to come back at 7 to be ready to start at 8 so i went home and freshened up and got myself ready to start my new job as it was my first day and i dint want the dancers to feel i was there to steal their make-up i did mine at home and made sure i was wearing my sexiest lingerie so that i would feel as girlie as i could i covered my self in a plain skirt and top then i left at 6:30 so that i could get there on time (its only a 15 minute drive but i wanted to show willingness) i was let in via the back entrance that the dancers go through when they need a smoke break i went to the managers office as instructed in the first meeting i was thanked for being early and was taken to the dresing room as thats where my uniform was (a nice little maids outfit) so i changed and recieved some compliments from the staff about my choice of underwear and finaly i attached my name tag Reading * SISSY Jasmin* and i got ready to go open the doors to let people in.
The first couple of hours were non eventfull just collecting beer glasses from tables and taking fresh glasses to other tables simple work but hey it was getting me money right.
Anyway about two hours in the lass behind the bar informed me that at times customers will ask for a blowjob and that every once in a while i would be expected to give one to some customers as it boosts the popularity of the club well i saw that as an oppertunity to refine my skills so at certain points i would dissapear under tables and not appear for some times 20 minutes it made me some good tips and after only a few months there i got my implants.
When i asked for some time off to recover from the surgery Jane began to tell me goodbye untill i informed her that i would be coming back once i had healed.
I was true to my word once i had healed i returned and did more than serve and collect drinks I was given a slot in the schedule for me to flaunt my sissy self it went well i made men norny and then i sucked them off it all went well untill the club started loosing money and eventually shut down.
I figured if i wanted this to happen that i had better have a figure that men would find appealing and i decided to ge this i had better have a set of Boobs and that they would have to be implants as the hormones i had been taking to get some had done some good but i was impatient and wanted boobs sooner rather than later.
Now the job that i was doing at the time did pay well but not brilliantly as after basic living expences and bills there was never going to be enough to get me a boob job so i was going to need to get a second job.
After an unsuccessful series of interviews i had found in the paper i was walking down a street and noticed that a strip club were advertising for waitresses, i found some courage and went in and asked to speak with the manager (who also turned out to be the owner) i was lead to the back office where i was met by a black haired woman in her early 30's.
I explained to her thaat i was there about the advertised waitresses job this lead to a confused look from her and her asking why a man would want to work in a strip club as a waitress i explained to her that i was a sissy who was looking to make some extra cash so as to get breast implants.
After a minute or two of decideing she finally told me that i had a job she then took me on a tour of the building and explained how everything happened then she introduced me to all the strippers in there and told them about how i was doing this to develpo my self as a sissy and that it was for implants they seemed ok with it as lng as i dint try anything with them i prommised that i wouldn't the manger jane told me to come back at 7 to be ready to start at 8 so i went home and freshened up and got myself ready to start my new job as it was my first day and i dint want the dancers to feel i was there to steal their make-up i did mine at home and made sure i was wearing my sexiest lingerie so that i would feel as girlie as i could i covered my self in a plain skirt and top then i left at 6:30 so that i could get there on time (its only a 15 minute drive but i wanted to show willingness) i was let in via the back entrance that the dancers go through when they need a smoke break i went to the managers office as instructed in the first meeting i was thanked for being early and was taken to the dresing room as thats where my uniform was (a nice little maids outfit) so i changed and recieved some compliments from the staff about my choice of underwear and finaly i attached my name tag Reading * SISSY Jasmin* and i got ready to go open the doors to let people in.
The first couple of hours were non eventfull just collecting beer glasses from tables and taking fresh glasses to other tables simple work but hey it was getting me money right.
Anyway about two hours in the lass behind the bar informed me that at times customers will ask for a blowjob and that every once in a while i would be expected to give one to some customers as it boosts the popularity of the club well i saw that as an oppertunity to refine my skills so at certain points i would dissapear under tables and not appear for some times 20 minutes it made me some good tips and after only a few months there i got my implants.
When i asked for some time off to recover from the surgery Jane began to tell me goodbye untill i informed her that i would be coming back once i had healed.
I was true to my word once i had healed i returned and did more than serve and collect drinks I was given a slot in the schedule for me to flaunt my sissy self it went well i made men norny and then i sucked them off it all went well untill the club started loosing money and eventually shut down.
First time
Now that i had learnt how to please a man it was about time i put it in to practise on a real man.
Unfortunately at the time i was still rather shy ( i always have been probably always will ) and dint quite know how to go about finding me a man who could take care of me, luckily i had a friend who just happened to know a gentleman who would be willing to (as she put it) break me in, out of my shyness i allowed her to set up all the details of where and when with only one request from me being that i dint care where she was as long as she was in the same building as me just in case i needed to escape.
With time and date and location sorted now it was time to decide on my look and outfit (it wasn't going to stay on forever but i wasn't going to go in just my lingerie) both me and Kelly agreed that seeing as it was my first time that i should go for a virgin white colour so that gave an excuse for a shopping trip as i needed to get a complete outfit so i started with shoes thankfully i have small feet so i was able to find some nice white slightly slutty heels after my foot wear i purchased some new white lingerie from a bridal store and finally finished the outfit with a nearly see thru white knee length dress.
2 days after my shopping trip i went to Kelly's house as that's where it was all going to happen i got there 2 hours before my mystery fella was due to show up so as to get ready and get any last minute worries out of my head before he arrived.
After saying hello to Kel and thanking her for letting me use her house for the activities i went to her bathroom and showered and got my self completely clean inside and out next i proceeded to put on my clothes once i was dressed i called Kelly as she had wanted to apply my make-up and sort my hair that brought the time up to where he would be arriving in five minutes Keely went back down stairs to be ready to greet him and give me time to prepare myself.
Shortly after what seemed like forever i heard the doorbell and then heard the exchange of voices as she welcomed him in and informed him that i was just finishing my make-up and escorted him into the room and offered him a beer she then came up to me to make sure i was okay with doing this and go over what i would say if i wanted to abort halfway through.
A couple of minutes later i walked into the room he was sat in i looked him up and down then walked across to where he was sat and sat next to him.
We sat and chatted for a while and i found out that his name was Tom after a while i noticed my self staring at his crotch apparently he had noticed me dong so but hadn't said anything i apologised and he told me not to and we started to kiss this being the first time i had kissed a man i felt a little bit nervous but at some point they seemed to disappear and were replaced by a sense of want and pleasure i slowly moved my hand down his body till i cam across his crotch which i found was already semi erect i let my hand linger there for a while feeling it grow through the material of his jeans.
By this point i had forgot that Kelly had been in the room as well watching all of this so it came as a surprise when she asked me if i wanted to suck his cock after a momentary lapse of concentration i agreed that i would like to and i lowered myself down to the floor and in between his legs whilst i was getting into a comfortable kneeling position tom had freed himself from his trousers and his boxers and i finally got a view of his wondrous weapon and i knew i had to get a taste of it i dint even give him chance to put on a condom i just started sucking for all i was worth using every trick i had been taught whilst practising on dildo's tom just sat back and enjoyed it whilst from behind i felt my dress being removed from me I'm guessing Tom liked my lingerie as he seemed to get bigger whilst looking at me at this point tom told me to slow down as he dint want to cum just then.
I stopped and suggested that maybe we should go upstairs so that he could make me feel like the girl i wanted to be so i lead him up the stairs and to the guest room and onto the bed here Tom laid me down and started to remove my lingerie until i was on the bed in only my bra and my heels by this point i was nearly begging him to slide his nice juicy cock in my tight virgin pussyass Tom ordered me to suck him hard so that he could fuck me.
After a couple of minutes of sucking on his rod he pulled out of my mouth and told me to get on all fours he then got some lubricant and buttered my up so that he could slide in my easily then i felt it as he slowly fed his cock in me it hurt at first but the pain slowly subsided and i began to enjoy his cock in me just as he was pulling out for the first time i told him to leave it in my for a minute so i could get used to the feeling of having him there.
Slowly he began withdrawing and did pull himself completely out then thrust all of himself in in one go causing me to yelp then me slowly at first started to fuck me gradually building up till he was going at it like there was no tomorrow then he slowed down to a softer slower pace as he said he wanted me to feel various styles of fucking after 45 minutes of him fucking me hard and slow i had changed from a shy little sissy to a cock addicted slut and i felt comfortable in asking him how i felt i needed it and i started begging him to " fuck me harder, come on faster, harder, there you go ,come on fuck the living shit out of me, make me a true sissy slut" a few minutes more Tom informed me that he was going to cum and asked me where i wanted it once again Kelly who had heard me and had come upstairs just in time to hear him ask that answered for me with "cum in her ass make him feel what its like when a guy cums in her pussy" and so i got my ass filled with his seed followed by him shoving a tampon in to stop it from leaking out of me after a couple of minutes i offered to suck him clean before he left he accepted so once again i found myself kneeling between his legs sucking on his cock taking him in as deep as i could and going to my gagging reflex but i din't care that it was making my eyes water and ruining my make-up as all i cared about was sucking him till he erupted in my mouth once again tom informed me of him about to cum so i stopped sucking him and just knelt there with my mouth open and him jacking onto my face after that he said his good byes collected his clothes and left.
A few minutes later after getting redressed i joined Kel in her kitchen and chatted about how i had felt and how she had heard everything downstairs and had played with herself listening to it all we finished the bottle of wine i woke the next morning in her guest room having fallen asleep with cum in my ass and it on my face with ruined make-up
Unfortunately at the time i was still rather shy ( i always have been probably always will ) and dint quite know how to go about finding me a man who could take care of me, luckily i had a friend who just happened to know a gentleman who would be willing to (as she put it) break me in, out of my shyness i allowed her to set up all the details of where and when with only one request from me being that i dint care where she was as long as she was in the same building as me just in case i needed to escape.
With time and date and location sorted now it was time to decide on my look and outfit (it wasn't going to stay on forever but i wasn't going to go in just my lingerie) both me and Kelly agreed that seeing as it was my first time that i should go for a virgin white colour so that gave an excuse for a shopping trip as i needed to get a complete outfit so i started with shoes thankfully i have small feet so i was able to find some nice white slightly slutty heels after my foot wear i purchased some new white lingerie from a bridal store and finally finished the outfit with a nearly see thru white knee length dress.
2 days after my shopping trip i went to Kelly's house as that's where it was all going to happen i got there 2 hours before my mystery fella was due to show up so as to get ready and get any last minute worries out of my head before he arrived.
After saying hello to Kel and thanking her for letting me use her house for the activities i went to her bathroom and showered and got my self completely clean inside and out next i proceeded to put on my clothes once i was dressed i called Kelly as she had wanted to apply my make-up and sort my hair that brought the time up to where he would be arriving in five minutes Keely went back down stairs to be ready to greet him and give me time to prepare myself.
Shortly after what seemed like forever i heard the doorbell and then heard the exchange of voices as she welcomed him in and informed him that i was just finishing my make-up and escorted him into the room and offered him a beer she then came up to me to make sure i was okay with doing this and go over what i would say if i wanted to abort halfway through.
A couple of minutes later i walked into the room he was sat in i looked him up and down then walked across to where he was sat and sat next to him.
We sat and chatted for a while and i found out that his name was Tom after a while i noticed my self staring at his crotch apparently he had noticed me dong so but hadn't said anything i apologised and he told me not to and we started to kiss this being the first time i had kissed a man i felt a little bit nervous but at some point they seemed to disappear and were replaced by a sense of want and pleasure i slowly moved my hand down his body till i cam across his crotch which i found was already semi erect i let my hand linger there for a while feeling it grow through the material of his jeans.
By this point i had forgot that Kelly had been in the room as well watching all of this so it came as a surprise when she asked me if i wanted to suck his cock after a momentary lapse of concentration i agreed that i would like to and i lowered myself down to the floor and in between his legs whilst i was getting into a comfortable kneeling position tom had freed himself from his trousers and his boxers and i finally got a view of his wondrous weapon and i knew i had to get a taste of it i dint even give him chance to put on a condom i just started sucking for all i was worth using every trick i had been taught whilst practising on dildo's tom just sat back and enjoyed it whilst from behind i felt my dress being removed from me I'm guessing Tom liked my lingerie as he seemed to get bigger whilst looking at me at this point tom told me to slow down as he dint want to cum just then.
I stopped and suggested that maybe we should go upstairs so that he could make me feel like the girl i wanted to be so i lead him up the stairs and to the guest room and onto the bed here Tom laid me down and started to remove my lingerie until i was on the bed in only my bra and my heels by this point i was nearly begging him to slide his nice juicy cock in my tight virgin pussyass Tom ordered me to suck him hard so that he could fuck me.
After a couple of minutes of sucking on his rod he pulled out of my mouth and told me to get on all fours he then got some lubricant and buttered my up so that he could slide in my easily then i felt it as he slowly fed his cock in me it hurt at first but the pain slowly subsided and i began to enjoy his cock in me just as he was pulling out for the first time i told him to leave it in my for a minute so i could get used to the feeling of having him there.
Slowly he began withdrawing and did pull himself completely out then thrust all of himself in in one go causing me to yelp then me slowly at first started to fuck me gradually building up till he was going at it like there was no tomorrow then he slowed down to a softer slower pace as he said he wanted me to feel various styles of fucking after 45 minutes of him fucking me hard and slow i had changed from a shy little sissy to a cock addicted slut and i felt comfortable in asking him how i felt i needed it and i started begging him to " fuck me harder, come on faster, harder, there you go ,come on fuck the living shit out of me, make me a true sissy slut" a few minutes more Tom informed me that he was going to cum and asked me where i wanted it once again Kelly who had heard me and had come upstairs just in time to hear him ask that answered for me with "cum in her ass make him feel what its like when a guy cums in her pussy" and so i got my ass filled with his seed followed by him shoving a tampon in to stop it from leaking out of me after a couple of minutes i offered to suck him clean before he left he accepted so once again i found myself kneeling between his legs sucking on his cock taking him in as deep as i could and going to my gagging reflex but i din't care that it was making my eyes water and ruining my make-up as all i cared about was sucking him till he erupted in my mouth once again tom informed me of him about to cum so i stopped sucking him and just knelt there with my mouth open and him jacking onto my face after that he said his good byes collected his clothes and left.
A few minutes later after getting redressed i joined Kel in her kitchen and chatted about how i had felt and how she had heard everything downstairs and had played with herself listening to it all we finished the bottle of wine i woke the next morning in her guest room having fallen asleep with cum in my ass and it on my face with ruined make-up
Thursday 16 April 2009
lingerie and practise
to make my transition to sissyhood i needed to get some nice lingerie Kelly helped me decide that the best way to do this would to write a letter informing the staff in the store that i was a sissy and that i needed some nice lingerie
the staff there were extremely helpful they had no problems with measuring me to make sure they got the right sizes for me and they helped me to get a varied selection of underwear.
now that i had accepted my self as a sissy and had got a collection of girlie items it was time for me to learn how to properly apply make-up this i learnt from tutelage from Kelly once i had got the basics i figured id need as much practise as possible and spent over half my paycheck on make-up as i kept practising over and over but oh well it was worth it
at some point after i had mastered make-up i was chatting with Kelly and we both came to the point that as a sissy i should really know how to take care of a real mans needs this prompted me to enquire how i was going to learn how to do that she explained how and that she would teach me and i have now used the techniques she taught me in real life
the staff there were extremely helpful they had no problems with measuring me to make sure they got the right sizes for me and they helped me to get a varied selection of underwear.
now that i had accepted my self as a sissy and had got a collection of girlie items it was time for me to learn how to properly apply make-up this i learnt from tutelage from Kelly once i had got the basics i figured id need as much practise as possible and spent over half my paycheck on make-up as i kept practising over and over but oh well it was worth it
at some point after i had mastered make-up i was chatting with Kelly and we both came to the point that as a sissy i should really know how to take care of a real mans needs this prompted me to enquire how i was going to learn how to do that she explained how and that she would teach me and i have now used the techniques she taught me in real life
Wednesday 15 April 2009
The gym and dancing
so its probably best to let you know how i got to the point that i am at so why not start with how i got my girlish figure
i was already attending the gym anyway but i switched gym's so as kelly (who works as a personal trainer) could help me get a girlie shape.
i started off showing my sissy side in the gym slowly first off just by wearing lingerie under my gym clothing then graduly going from that to me in everything i wore being pink whilst still changing in the male changing room that of course got me some weird looks and nasty comments.
eventually i got my self to a shape i felt good about so i started to wonder what else there was to do in the gym after a couple of days wondering i asked the receptionist if they had any dancing course avaliable she told me that they did not but that they did have a yoga course that i could sign up for if i wished to.
two days later i started doing yoga feeling that i should let the others people doing it that i am a sissy i started at the begining like i had with general gym activities so at first i hid my lingerie under my clothing and gradually built up to female attire during this build up i was aware that some of the ladies there noticed my bra tan lines when i had inadvertantly wore an open backed dance top
evenually i found a place that did novice level dancing again i started at the begining on hiding my sissy side and slowly bring it to the surface from my basic dance i worked up to higher levels and eventually started doing ballet only when i started the ballet there was no chance of me bringing my sisy self to the surface as i had gotten my breast surgery by that time.
i enjoyed my time dancing and doing yoga as it has made me more flexable for when i have my male partners round
i was already attending the gym anyway but i switched gym's so as kelly (who works as a personal trainer) could help me get a girlie shape.
i started off showing my sissy side in the gym slowly first off just by wearing lingerie under my gym clothing then graduly going from that to me in everything i wore being pink whilst still changing in the male changing room that of course got me some weird looks and nasty comments.
eventually i got my self to a shape i felt good about so i started to wonder what else there was to do in the gym after a couple of days wondering i asked the receptionist if they had any dancing course avaliable she told me that they did not but that they did have a yoga course that i could sign up for if i wished to.
two days later i started doing yoga feeling that i should let the others people doing it that i am a sissy i started at the begining like i had with general gym activities so at first i hid my lingerie under my clothing and gradually built up to female attire during this build up i was aware that some of the ladies there noticed my bra tan lines when i had inadvertantly wore an open backed dance top
evenually i found a place that did novice level dancing again i started at the begining on hiding my sissy side and slowly bring it to the surface from my basic dance i worked up to higher levels and eventually started doing ballet only when i started the ballet there was no chance of me bringing my sisy self to the surface as i had gotten my breast surgery by that time.
i enjoyed my time dancing and doing yoga as it has made me more flexable for when i have my male partners round
first blog
hey so first things first I'm Jasmin and i did had a blog on here before but i forgot my log in details
so anyway I'm back blogging about my transition into womanhood after a spell of nearly 2 years away from it (there is probably a better way of wording that) 2 years ago i decided what i was doing wasn't natural and so i got rid of all my girlie things.
the first thing i did after getting rid of it all was make my self feel like a true man and get a girlfriend and start doing manly things.
but as always life is cruel and soon the feeling of wanting to be a woman crept back to me at first i tried to ignore it but the feeling started to and did eventually ruin my relationship.
i did eventually give into the feeling but not by choice well not originally i didn't anyway it was my girlfriend that first helped me give in after i told her a had this weird feeling in me she asked me what it was and i told her ( well i never mentioned that i had done it in the past) she told me i should give it a try just for a bit of fun so i did it the once so as to get it out of my system well that is what i told myself but by doing it it brought all my old feelings all the happiness i had originally by wearing women's clothes and doing things in a female way.
The feeling was so great that i started doing it again in secret when she wasn't around.
obviously i was going to get found out eventually and it did happen when Kelly came home early and caught me but she didn't seem to mind of course she ended the relationship but remains a friend and she decided she was going to help me become the most feminine of sissy she could make me.
luckily for me i guess is that i have no remaining living family so i dint have to tell them about it i did however tell friends and most of them abandoned me some even tried to beat me up because of it but i don't care as i feel comfortable in myself.
Kelly has been a rock that has helped me as i have gone down this path to sissidom because of her support i now have long brown hair (so no longer need a wig) a completely hairless body thanks to laser hair removal and a nice set of 36c Breast thanks to implants.
thankfully my employers have been ok with how i have changed they maybe haven't understood why i have done what i have but they feel as long as i get my work done then they don't care some of my coworkers purposely avoid me but that's something that Ive got used to.
anyway that's enough for now and seeing as i have the day off i think I'm going to go shopping for some shoes
so anyway I'm back blogging about my transition into womanhood after a spell of nearly 2 years away from it (there is probably a better way of wording that) 2 years ago i decided what i was doing wasn't natural and so i got rid of all my girlie things.
the first thing i did after getting rid of it all was make my self feel like a true man and get a girlfriend and start doing manly things.
but as always life is cruel and soon the feeling of wanting to be a woman crept back to me at first i tried to ignore it but the feeling started to and did eventually ruin my relationship.
i did eventually give into the feeling but not by choice well not originally i didn't anyway it was my girlfriend that first helped me give in after i told her a had this weird feeling in me she asked me what it was and i told her ( well i never mentioned that i had done it in the past) she told me i should give it a try just for a bit of fun so i did it the once so as to get it out of my system well that is what i told myself but by doing it it brought all my old feelings all the happiness i had originally by wearing women's clothes and doing things in a female way.
The feeling was so great that i started doing it again in secret when she wasn't around.
obviously i was going to get found out eventually and it did happen when Kelly came home early and caught me but she didn't seem to mind of course she ended the relationship but remains a friend and she decided she was going to help me become the most feminine of sissy she could make me.
luckily for me i guess is that i have no remaining living family so i dint have to tell them about it i did however tell friends and most of them abandoned me some even tried to beat me up because of it but i don't care as i feel comfortable in myself.
Kelly has been a rock that has helped me as i have gone down this path to sissidom because of her support i now have long brown hair (so no longer need a wig) a completely hairless body thanks to laser hair removal and a nice set of 36c Breast thanks to implants.
thankfully my employers have been ok with how i have changed they maybe haven't understood why i have done what i have but they feel as long as i get my work done then they don't care some of my coworkers purposely avoid me but that's something that Ive got used to.
anyway that's enough for now and seeing as i have the day off i think I'm going to go shopping for some shoes
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